Bye bye, Thanks, and see you..
Tuesday, November 10, 2009 @ 7:53 PM

This will be the last post for "prince_J's world". It took me a while pick up the courage and end this blog which i have been using for almost 2.5 years. I am really happy that some of you find comfort (or maybe laughter) just by reading my blog. It has been a great 2.5 years having you guys supporting this blog. 24424 unique hits = 27 unique readers per day is something that i myself could not believe.

But fret not, i am not gonna stop blogging. Instead, i am moving to a new address:-
Bookmark me at (click on the address to be redirected there)

www.arjayrubbishbin.blogspot.com

Again, this was not an easy decision. Initially, i thought of making this a hush hush blog where only close frens will gain access to it. But after contemplating for some time, i guess i will leave it to you guys if you want to continue reading what i write.

Till here then, i will miss blogging at Prince_J's World, but i guess there is definitely a day where i will end this blog, so why not now and just move on? :)

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Bless me... please..
Tuesday, November 3, 2009 @ 3:15 AM

Going to sit for my econ 203 mid term in exactly 5 hours and 45 minutes.

I have not even sleep yet.

And till up, i am still very bad in understanding the chapter that talks about international trade.

I am so screwed.

But i decided, it is time to sleep.

I cant do it anymore.

I am too tired.

Goodbye, bless me to not fail in this class.

Selfish thought of mine now is hoping that those high achievers to spare me.
please don't get too high so that my score will be curved to a passing point.
such a simple wish, hope it will be granted.

Good night.

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Sunday, November 1, 2009 @ 5:05 PM

看着那冰冷的窗,
我笑不出来,只微微的叹了一口气。。
这几天,我一直在追问自己,
到底要的是什么?

这个题目,我也好像问了自己,
没有一千遍,也有一万遍吧。。
但还是未能得到答案。
真的好可笑。。

忐忑的心情,不安的情绪,
却无法展漏无疑。。
这样的感觉,又谁能知?

有些时候,真的好想找一个人。。
静静的听我把故事说完。。
暖暖的跟我说。。
“不要紧,你努力就好了!”
或,
“我永远相信你!”
或,
只要好好的听我讲完,
我就满足了。。

为什么这样简单的要求,
却好像,离我好遥远。。

这一次学期的考试,
我已经很努力了,但好像我的努力
往往不等于成功。。好不开心哦。。

好想好想。。在这沉默的瞬间。。
就留给自己,最好的保留。。
免得又在做个小丑,
搞笑时,还找来嘲笑,又不被重视。。

天啊。。。保佑我。。
快让我找回自我。。


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Selfish soul..
@ 1:22 AM

So, this quarter i am taking a business school class thought by a Nobel Laurette. The class is really fun because although what the professor said in class is basically not going to be tested on the midterm or finals. Instead, it is heavily based on the readings assigned to us, which can be 200 pages long per week.

However, this professor has the tendency to re-use the same problem sets questions, and also midterms and not to forget , the finals. So, my friend and i tried asking from this friend who owns the past year problem sets from his senior. Since he has the past year problem sets, we assume he must also has the past year midterms.

Thus, my friend went to ask him if he has the past year midterms and if we could share. However, he said he does not have it, but he only has the review sheet , which is given to all students before the midterm. We believe him, and studied everything without the past view midterm as reference.

Last night, another friend of mine told me that he is quite sure that this guy owns the past year midterms and perhaps the past year final.

Such a selfish soul. To think that my friend and i helped him before.

I mean, if we never ask from you and you decided to keep it to yourself that you own the past year paper, then it is totally fine. *since it is not your obligation to share such sacred thing with us*

But we already asked from you, and yet, this is how you treat us? Fine.. You win..

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Song of the day: 辛曉琪 - 自私 ( a cover of the song Beverly Craven- Promise me)
I love this song so much few year ago. Now, it fits this post so much. :p * click on the link to watch the youtube video*

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If only i put in more effort..
Thursday, October 29, 2009 @ 9:21 PM

Econ 22500 - Population and The Economy
Stat 23400 - Statistic Midterm
Span 10100 - Spanish Oral Midterm
Span 10100 - Spanish Writing Midterm
Econ 20300 - Economic Analysis 4

My Spanish Oral was ok. The questions were pretty similar as the one given by Jenna. I did pretty ok, trying hard to act like a Hispanic speaking Spanish. wtf.

But it was the Stat Mid Term that made me very unhappy right now. The test was not thaaat hard, but i screwed up because of my carelessness. First, i did not even prepare a cheat sheet for myself, when i am supposed to do that! I realized i can bring in a cheat sheet 5 minutes before the exam.. T-T fml.

Secondly, i was supposed to calculate the probability of good bulbs in the sample. And yet , i calculated the probability of the bad bulbs in the sample.. Tell me, should i be slapped for doing such mistakes?

Thirdly, the proof question was not that hard, but one thing i can be sure of:- my brain was not working fine when i was doing that question. It just went blank. fml again.

Fourth, i could not even think of how to calculate mean. lmao. Mean, purata, average. And i cant even count that. To make things more embarassing, i actually raised up my hand and ask the professor "Hey, do you mind giving me the formula of calculating mean? I didnt bring my cheat sheet.. *at the same time, showing him my super uper shinning cat eyes*" He replied me, " No. *with this kind of wtf-you-are-so-stupid look*" fml again and again.

And to think that this class will not be curved, thus, it is based on absolute marks. >92 is an A. meaning i will probably get a C or a B in this class. T-T fml.
Sad-nyer saya... (so sad, in malay)
but nevertheless, i am glad that i am almost over with all my midterms. 5 midterms. first and hopefully last in my life.

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Song of the day : 多傻- 劉若英
Not really my favorite song. Just feel that it the title song reflects my current situation now. 多傻 means how stupid/silly. T-T

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A little too much..
Wednesday, October 28, 2009 @ 6:29 PM

Econ 22500 - Population and The Economy
Stat 23400 - Statistic Midterm
Span 10100 - Spanish Oral Midterm
Span 10100 - Spanish Writing Midterm
Econ 20300 - Economic Analysis 4

A little too much, to have so many mid terms in a week. I really hate it, as i do not have enough time to prepare. At least i am done with one today. Just feel like blogging in Chinese today. Sorry peeps who can understand Chinese.

考完了一个,但还有四个等着我。总觉得好累,但还得撑下去。今天考完后,就听到有些同学叽叽喳喳的讨论答案。表面上好像是在讨论,但实际上,应该在炫耀自己有多厉害吧。定了真的好想赏他们一个巴掌。厉害就厉害咯,没有必要个人家知道啊。。。

终于听到了,17岁女孩的歌。。真的很感人。。但也发现,歌背后的故事,不是真的。。但无论如何,那歌词真的写的超好的。。

好啦,不能多写了。。。真的要准备明天的Stat..天啊, 保佑我能顺顺利利的考完明天的那一张。。今天的还算考得不错,真的谢谢啦。。


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Song of the Day:-最好一次- 17 岁的女孩
Apparently, i realized this song was sung originally by a Singaporean.But in one of the version, it was said that the boyfriend is a Malaysian. Well, i am not very sure about this anyway since i only realized about the existence of this song after i saw the report on the news paper. It was said that this song was composed by a 17 years old girl who left her then boyfriend because she realized that she was having some abnormal cancer. The guy felt so dejected and never know his girlfriend was actually having cancer. And after he realized the girl died (when the girl was 17), he traveled around the world to capture the most pretty sun rise picture. However, in an accident, he slipped while hiking and died too. Ok, my narration makes this romantic story sounds more wtf than touching. Sorry.

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3 mid terms.. Too little time..
Sunday, October 25, 2009 @ 1:39 PM

I will be having 3 mid terms next week and i am only done preparing 1.3 / 3 of them.. Gosh.. and i actually went for karaoke yesterday night, added misery to my already-not-enough-time condition..

I am panicking right now.. Stress, yes i am...

I am taking 3 major classes this quarter, something that is not really extraordinary for econ major in our school * tengoklah rakan-rakan saya yang datang dari negara-negara bersebelahan, semua kelas yang mereka ambil mesti berkenaan dengan ekonomi, perdagangan, akaun, dan etc*, but for me, yes, it is something crazy for me!!

To make things worse, i gotta spend my most productive time of the day (6-10pm) on Bank Negara Dinner in Renaissance Hotel.

Stress.. Panick.. Nervous..

But i guess i will be fine.. Worse come to worse, i will just do my best, go into the exam hall, take the test, and come out acting to be normal... *optimistic huhz? :p* But like seriously, i really feel that i am getting more and more stupid year by year.. Where is my big brain that i used to have back in HighSchool *or do i even have one to start with? wtf *

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Song of The Day : 搞笑-Show Luo罗志祥
His ballads are surprisingly as good as his fast tracks. I really like this song so much, because i somehow feel very related to this song. I would say this is a new rendition of the fav oldies 小丑.

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