Student Abuse..
Saturday, April 25, 2009 @ 3:24 PM

Is Saturday afternoon now. The weather outside is great , a little bit of sun with a little bit of rain... I know most people hate gloomy rainy days, but i personally love rainy days the most... I feel very excited and calm and happy when the sky turns gloomy and rains... :)

Anyway, back in the past, during Saturday, i would probably be watching my non stop TV marathon, training for my badminton, eating my favorite food and etc... But all these will never happen anymore, as i am stuck in UChicago... T-T

Despite the "i-failed-everything-that-i-did-this-week", i am still being flooded with heavy workload that is killing me... Let's see what do i have..

Badminton - National Badminton League on Sunday (tomorrow)
Econ - Problem Set due on Monday
- Midterm on Wednesday
SOSC - Response paper due on Monday
- 6-8 pages long paper due on Friday
Drama - One critical response paper due on Tuesday
- One role analysis paper due on Tuesday
- One scene analysis paper due on Tuesday

I'm tired, both mentally and physically... Haven't been sleeping well these few days, with so many failures + all these heavy workload, i have been having nightmares almost every night... I am also starting to get "afternoonmares" while having a short nap... That shows how tense i am now.. "Can i call the police for student abuse? lmao"

But well, i guess i am still coping well... Everybody is also facing the same thing, and if others can do it, why can't I do it? Hmm... Yesterday, i found a place to scream my lung out...

I spent 15 minutes sitting by the lake, listening to me Ipod, calming myself now, stopping all my discontentment and anger from overwhelming me... Such a stunning and pretty view really help in soothing my emotion and releasing my tension...

p/s: I am through to the final round of Chicago Idol... Not very happy about it because i was annoyed with something... Will decide if i should carry on after i am done with all my works!

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