When the sky is still gloomy...
Wednesday, April 29, 2009 @ 12:26 PM

The temperature outside is getting colder and colder, probably gonna snow again (haha.. wtf).. It was damn hot two days ago, but it is cold and gloomy now... Cold and gloomy, hmm, probably best summarize my feeling right now...

I just came out from my exam hall.. I had my economics midterm, and i think i bombed it, again... Although i did "fill in" everything and never leave any questions blank, but well, this is America... In America, they do not give credits for just filling in the blanks (ok, some do, but most dont).. I still remember that many many years ago back in HSBP, whenever i do not know how to do an scientific essay question, i will b-s all the way from the beginning till the end, and can still end up getting a pretty A if not highest score... Haiy... Economics ohh economics... I thought i love you, but i think you love me more than i love you... I guess i am really a more scientific person after all...

Yesterday, i was quite concerned with something that has been bothering me... And instead of revising for my econs, i spent some time figuring out how to solve my problem..And i still fail to make any progress... T-T I need to consult a professional on this issue... I really need...

Lastly, i paid my May rental yesterday and my account is officially USD 5.60. And this precious USD5.60 will last me till 31 June 2009.. How can i survive with such little money? T-T And i do not want to use parents money since it make no sense... Why? Ok, last month, i transfered back my savings here back to Malaysia when the exchange rate rocketed to 3.81... Being the most cheapo person on Earth, i calculated nicely and that i will transfered back all my money back to Malaysia , leaving just sufficient amount of money for me to survive till June... I need to do that cause i am looking forward to buy my first house/condo when i am 28... And i am also working my ass off now (i am not a gigolo..wtf) in order to create a better future for myself... So, i brilliantly transfered back the money and felt so happy with that decision..

Mana tahu, out of the sudden, i realized that i need to pay my usd 550 study abroad fee... So, i have no choice but to pay that fee, and that is why, now.. i am damn poor.. wait... not damn poor, is i am basically left with nothing now... T-T which leads to the fact that, i have to win the Chicago Idol next week regardless of what... MUST win!!!!!!!!

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