Luck... Oh Luck..
Friday, May 8, 2009 @ 1:25 AM
I am actually quite worried right now... However, i am actually not that worried.. I really do not know how it describe this feeling of being worried and at the same time, being not worried... Anyway, this week was rather easy breezy for me... I accidentally skipped my economics class despite having 3 alarm clocks.. So, i basically only had 3 days of classes this week..However, i have not been feeling very well this week... Fret not, i am not down with any form of flu.. Rather, i was still mentally tired after a great struggle last week. Last week has been crazy for me.. 4 papers and 1 midterm was really crazy.. And this week, i started to feel the effect of that crazy schedule... Besides, the non-so-good-economics-midterm has definitely added some spices to my weak mental structure now... T-T
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Anyway, tomorrow is the Chicago Idol Final... I was the winner last year, but as i have said earlier, my chances of winning is further reduced from 0.00001% to 0.000000003%. Why?
- I overheard a few groups practicing for tomorrow competition in OMSA while i was working today. They are like raelly really good... Most of them are blacks.. And it is a common knowledge that most blacks can sing like damn well.. Look at American Idol past winner history:- Fantasia Barrino and Ruben Studdard. They are damn good. Not to mention powerhouse like Lotoya London, Jennifer Hudson, Tamara Gray, and of course singing legend Whitney Houston. This will be the first time i am competiting against the black, and i am sure they will kick my ass.. They are born to be good in doing those blues notes without any effort.. The scariest part is, tomorrow, one of them will be attempting to do "dolphin voice" and he is a guy... I heard him doing that just now, and it was crazy!
- I am the unlucky contestant number 1. Haiy, already so sueh, then still add sueh to my sueh.. (sueh = unlucky) Number 1 is always a bad thing, unless you are really damn ass good and are able to set a high standard. If not, most of the time, you will never win by virtually being the contestant number 1.
Of course, i have to admit, it feels like shit when you go into a competitonj knowing very well that you wont win.. To make it worse, i am the defending champion.. To make it worse x2, my boss and colleagues from OMSA will make a special trip to support me tomorrow night... To make it worse x3, i dont like to lose....ARGH!!!
Ok, enough of my ranting~
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Time to show you some joke.. Thanks to my buddy, Jason G, i have no choice but to reveal that:-
I actually have a plastic surgery on my face.Why? Got pictures as evidences..
-Pictures were taken 4 years ago-
- My eyes looked so sleepy in the past. So, i did a short lift on both my eyes, but the doctor did a bad job, which is why i am having one big one small eyes.
- I did a slight liposuction on my lower cheek, and move it to my upper cheek. This is also to make my cheek looks more well defined and clearer.Besides, the chubbier upper check will make me look younger.
- I bleached my skin for 5 treatments. That is why i am so white/fair now.
- My eyes are so much bigger now without making any effort.
- I am so much whiter now.
- My face look longer with the clearer cheek bone and my chin look more distinct.
- My upper cheek look rounder now, and my lower cheek does not have so much fat anymore.
